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Becky

Becky (beckylo)

Hometown:: San Diego

Relationship Status:: Single

About Me:: I have been in the Navy for over ten years.

E-mail Address:: b_loh3@hotmail.com

Favorite Authors:: Michelle McKinney Hammond

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Heartbroken...

Posted by Becky on April 11th, 2008 at 9:57pm
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Isn't it funny how being single in itself can hurt almost as much as a break up? I am so heartbroken, it just seems that all my prayers go unanswered. I know God loves me and that His plan for me and man for me are better than I can ever imagine. It just hurts sometimes. it hurts alot. It is also frustrating to see so many awesome Christian women that are single and going through the same thing. It doesn't help when people in the world look judge you by your marital status. It seems that it is more acceptable in society to be divorced at age 35 than to have never been married. It feels like they are looking at you and wondering what is wrong with you. I know it should not matter, but it hurts. I just get frustrated and sometimes it is painful. The thing I want most feels so far away. I feel bad for ranting and by doing so it feels like I am not trusting God, but I just feel the need to let it all out sometimes.

Help....

Posted by Becky on February 29th, 2008 at 10:57pm
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I have been praying for help....

Help that I will finally and totally get over my last boyfriend who was not saved. How can you want to be with somebody so badly even though you know they are not good for you? That they are not God's best for you? I feel the enemy telling me that this guy was my last chance to get married...that now I am too old, that there are no saved men out there that will give me what I need...not saved man that I will be attracted to. It is funny...I trust God to protect me and look out for me and to bless and protect my family, yet I find it hard to trust Him to bring me the desire of my heart regarding marriage. He put the desire in me. I told myself today..."You believe that God made the Heavens, the stars, the sun and the moon...yet you don't trust him to bring you the right husband." How can that be? Well, I realize that this is something I have been struggling with since I was a young girl, a little voice in my head telling me that I will never find true love. Sad, but I am glad that I realize this now. I am going to change this crazy idea in my head. I am going to believe that God has the best man picked out for me. I am going to believe the promises He has for me. I believe it in the other areas of my life...it is time I believe it for the desire I want most of all.

Got my book

Posted by Becky on February 26th, 2008 at 8:45pm
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I just recieved my book today. I am very excited to read it.

Dear Lord...

Posted by Becky on February 22nd, 2008 at 10:49pm
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Dear Lord,

I ask for blessing for every woman on this website. Bless us all with confidence, good health, loving family and friends. Bless all of our loved ones as well. I pray Lord that every woman on this website is prepared for our future husband. Dear Lord, prepare our husbands for us and guide our husbands to protect us spiritually, emotionally and physically. Bless everyone of us in everyway and continue to guide and and protect us all.

Amen

Prayer

Posted by Becky on February 21st, 2008 at 10:38pm
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Ok. So here is my situation. I told myself over two years ago that I would no longer date unsaved men...and wouldn't you know it ....it was a lie. In August of 2006 a man came into my life that liked me, was everything I wanted except he didn't have a relationship with the Lord. Well, I thought I would go on a few dates with him, have some fun and that would be it. I also told m,yself that I would be able to break off anything with an unsaved man before things went to far. Well, we ended up dating seriously and I had strong feelings for him. After a while we broke up, not because we didn't like each other but because we were both in the military and it was causing problems for us. Well, it has been a year since we broke up. He has led me on for this whole time, never wanting to commit to me but not letting me go, dangling the carrot in front of me that we would get back together. Now the whole time we were dating I felt uneasy, like this isn't right, I was suspicious, I was jealous of the time he spent with friends. I have never been jealous in a reltationship before. I knew the whole time I shoudn't have been with him, but for some reason I just didn't listen to that little voice. So, finally, I am done with him. He treated me poorly alot of the time and I wasn't strong enough to stick up for myself. I last talked to him on Valentine's and I know now that I want no more contact with him ever. So.....here is the problem. I know he is not God's best for me and I am so angry at my ex for his treatment of me. I am so hung up on him....I am so heartbroken. Why can't I just move on and prepare myself for the man God has for me? I also pray for this guy everyday. I want him to be saved so badly even though I am certain that he is not the one for me. Well, what I ask of anyone who reads this is to pray for David's salvation. I also ask you all to pray for me....to get over him, to forgive him, to release him to the Lord. Pray I will move on and not be angry anymore. Pray that I will give all my problems that came to light because of this man to the Lord. Thank you all so much.

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At 2:26pm on April 23rd, 2008, karen said: Becky
I agree with what you wrote about singleness feeling like a breakup. Sometimes it feels worse because there was no one for us to love in the first place. I think those who go through a breakup get more emotional support than those who are sad because they are single. One thing I do is I'm just honest with myself and those around me about how this makes me feel. Some people are suprisingly understanding. Others I get a lecture.

At 8:10pm on April 16th, 2008, Marijana said: Becky, reading your blogs I could see that you remind me of me.. We are very similar, even in how we pray..

I would love to join you in prayer, to pray for each other's needs and for our future husbands :)